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Wednesday, September 8, 2010

Isolated ...

So, I feel kind of isolated right now ... I have all these little things that I want to talk to someone about ... none of them are worth picking up a phone and calling a friend I haven't really talked to in months about ... they'd be irrelevant little things to blog about, plus some are personal to the point I wouldn't blog about them ... I can't talk to my kids about them ... and it's hard to talk to my mom about anything lately because I don't know how she'll react ... my boyfriend (who has been my main source of any and all communication for a very long time) is basically out of touch ... we can't talk privately ever at this point ... so that just leaves me feeling kind of isolated ... thoughts stuck in my head with nowhere to go ... emotions that need released with no healthy mechanism of releasing them ... it just is very, very hard to feel isolated ...

2 comments:

Miss Ash said...

Sweetheart, you call me and we'll get caught up. I'm available this morning from 730 to 8a and this afternoon after work around 5ish. Also, I've found that a hard copy diary, where I write things I don't share with anyone, is one of the most amazing inventions yet. :)

mon said...

you know you can call/text me anytime! who's the one i called in the middle of the night bawling my head off? i would only do that if i wanted someone to feel that they could do the same with me. i <3 u and am always here when you need me!

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