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Sunday, September 19, 2010

Sleepless Exhaustion ...

I've always been a night owl ... never been a morning person ... I hate mornings ... I have been able to get up and be successful working at 6am or having class at 7 ... but it's not my first choice ...

Lately I've been having problems sleeping, but what drives me most crazy is that I could sleep until three in the afternoon if I let myself ... but I can't get to sleep at night ... at least not without "help" ...

I hate the idea of being dependent on a pill or even a stiff drink to get me to sleep at night ... and I don't understand exactly what is going on with my body right now. I've always struggled with issues of insomnia, but
this is something I've only dealt with a handful of times ... instead of just not being able to sleep period ... I just can't sleep when I should sleep, when I have the time to sleep ... but then I'm exhausted all day ... could fall asleep at the drop of a hat, but at night, I'm wide awake and full of energy, regardless of how much sleep I've gotten in the last several days ...

I don't want to rely on drugs to sleep, but I may need to for a few nights to maybe adjust my body to where it needs to be again ...

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So I had a problem with insomnia last year or so, and it lasted for a few years. I finally figured out that I was just, plain and simple, sensitive to caffeine. Especially the kind found in Landon's version of coffee that you can stand a spoon up in.
Which was weird to me, since I had been consuming caffeine for, well, since I was a kid.
Nothing _changed_, except maybe ME.
So I quit caffeine altogether. I weaned myself off of it, though, b/c I didn't want to deal w/ headaches & what not. After about four or five months, I started back in on caffeine, but only on that which is in green tea. Now I drink green & black tea a LOT, and the caffeine seems to not bother me anymore.
Anyway, I refused to use sleeping aids and/or alcohol and/or Tylenol PM or whatever. So I found valerian root... it didn't work for me the first ten or so times that I tried it, but I had read you have to build up on it, or something. So I used it for like... two weeks, and eventually it started working. And then I used it for two more weeks just so I could re-set my pattern of going to bed at a reasonable hour. Now I only use it on Sunday afternoons, when I know I've messed up my sleep schedule all weekend AND consumed more caffeine than I ought to have.

Anyway, if you want to try some valerian, I can make you a tea. ;) It smells like dirty socks, and the taste isn't a lot better, but you can acquire a taste for it and sleeping is soooo worth it.
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Sleep deprivation has been my unwelcome friend on and off for almost 10 years now. Calming my mind works best and as your can see from my blog prayer is the best way for me to calm my mind!
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