
But, life has been insanely busy ... I want to know where the yield sign on life is right now ... just let everything kind of slow down a bit ... in March and April I was really busy with spring break and then the start of a new job ...
I am working now at an Alzheimer's Center .... which is both rewarding and extremely hard ... I think I would rather die in pain or slowly lose the use of my physical body than to lose my mind the way my poor residents have ... it is an extremely sad disease ... that nobody should have to live with either from the inside or as a family member from the outside looking in ... I work two 12 hour nights from 6pm to 6am and I do work my butt off for those 24 hours a week ... but I adjusted really quickly to the schedule because when I started the job my kids were with my ex for a few weeks, so I adjusted really quickly to sleeping during the day and being awake at night and